Claudia Kishi

i survied college and i graduate soon. its really exciting. a few of my profesors are giving me references. one even told me expects me to do grate things and that i could realy be a rising starr, i just need to focus.

i got a job at a little store selling and sometimes helping with sewing. its just a small family run store so i'll still have a paycheck to keep my apartment. i just... i thought by the end of this i would be able to be a big designer. i am going to spend next week litering all the designers. i am spending the rest of today with my portfoleeo. im going to wear only Claudia Kishi line fashions. im going to make it. i just need to make connections.

school is almost over. i'll be honest: it scares me. i know the things i want in life. i know i want to design. nuthing makes me as hapy as it does for me to sit there and create but i also know i need a job. i need to pay off my student loans. i need to be able to afford to keep living here in nyc. i have sent my resume off to some places. i just wish sumthing amasing fantastick would fall on my lap.

i think things are going good with tim. i really like seeing him and hes a really good kisser. but rite now things are just cashual and i think i want to move to the next stage. its realy high schoolish to think that we need to have a big talk about being boyfriend/ girlfreind but i want to know we are on the same page. i should invite him over for dinner or a movie this week and well see how things go. i realy like tim and hope he feels the same.

i need to stop watching project runway. i love that show. i love studying the designs and wudering if i would have made it like that or if i would have dun sumthing different. ive even been going online to watch project runway canada and united kingdom. i heard thier is a project runway hong kong that i would love to see but i havent found it online yet. im even addicted to the show launch my line.

sumtimes i realy wish i could get on that show. just imagine the opertuneity! i know im doing good at FIT and when i'm ready to get started, i'll be really prepared but i think that makes me nervous. i'm finished school in a few months and i don't really want to just work at some shop or whatever. i want to make my own clothes. i want that as a job. i want claudia kishi to be a household name. i want models to be wearing my clothing as they strut down the runway. i want my own store. i really think i could do it if i could just do it. i beleive in my dream. i need to figured out how to do it.

im realy bad at keeping this thing updated. im usually busy with school and stuff there but there is something i need to record here. at annie and logans party last week, i ran into timothy carmody! i can't believe after all these years and of all the places, i'd run into him. hes defently cuter than i recall. he gave me his phone number and im going to meet up with him soon. i cant weight wait to catch up with him again. i realy hope he feels the same way.

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